urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage Hold nothing back. allworldsastage 2006-10-29T05:31:53Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage:3170 2006-10-29T05:31:53Z 2006-10-29T05:31:53Z Long time. I was going to enter something.. i dunno, impressive...but sadly all of the words in my head have been used on myspace. So...BWAHAHAHA! MAR! bloop? yea bloop... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage:2877 2005-12-28T23:16:18Z 2005-12-28T23:16:18Z I just wanted to let you all know...<br /><br /><br />I'M GOING TO SEE WICKED!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage:2780 2005-10-14T20:28:29Z 2005-10-14T20:28:29Z Well... I posted this on my xanga, so I thought I should be nice and post it here too. Now, this is a big deal, but please don't worry about me. On Thrusday or Wednesday, I can't really remember... well...<br /><br />My Grandmother died. She had been in and out of the hospital for several months. Soon, her kidneys failed and she ended up having to get dialis(sp) once every week. <br /><br />So while she was in the hospital, she had a mini stroke, but wasn't hurt too much by it. She was on the road to recovery and was in rehab when she has a full blown stroke. She lost the ability to breath on her own, so they put her on life support. Later that night, they called my mom and asked if we wanted to keep her on life support. My mom said no, thats not how my grandma would have wanted to live.<br /><br />So they took her off life support and she died on her own. And this weekend, we're going up to Maryland to attend her funeral. <br /><br />But, besides that, I've been okay. I've been acting really really hyper as a defense i think...but yeah. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage:2487 2005-09-30T02:05:31Z 2005-09-30T02:05:31Z My Grandma is sick. Really sick. This is sooo not cool. She's in the hospital, and we're going down to see her this weekend...My mom says that she's not doing too well and that she might not be with us much longer. It really depresses me, and there's no one i can talk to about it right now cuz no one will call me and it's too late for me to call them. I'm really depressed. ARGH! Things haven't been going too well. I mean, theres a lot less stress, but i still well...yea...it sucks. Well got to go continue being depressed, not like any of you guys care, cuz your his friends, not mine...*sigh* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage:2292 2005-09-27T02:12:41Z 2005-09-27T02:12:41Z Shane and I are on a break. Yes, we are not together anymore. I'm gonna miss me a lot, but we might try it again later. On a happier note, I had a lot of fun at my Honk rehersal(sp) and my songs are SOOOO awesome!! I'm really excited about it all. Well I must continue with cleaning and homework. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage:2003 2005-09-20T01:09:22Z 2005-09-20T01:09:22Z My sister hates me. How can i tell you say? She treats me like shit...yup, thats right, shit. If i get to close and breath in her oxygen she yells at me to get away from her. She can't get alone with me when i try to be nice. And yes, sometimes it's me who bites at her and snaps at her. it's what i have to do to survive. Also, I've been a little stretched out lately because of the whole Shane-living-in-Penn.-which-happens-to-be-four-or-more-hours-from-here thing. But i miss him dearly, and i still can't wait to meet all of his awesome sounding friends. Homecoming(down here)is coming up soon and I still don't have a dress 0_0...I gotta go shopping for one...I think I'll go with Addy or somebody liek that. Well thats whats been happening in my life so far. So enjoy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage:1644 2005-09-15T21:16:02Z 2005-09-15T21:16:02Z Well I'm sorry to be hearing about all this bad stuff, but i love you Whitney, and i still can't wait to meet you. Nothing really exciting happened at school today, it was just...well...school. And homework awaits me...*sigh* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage:1386 2005-09-09T22:02:28Z 2005-09-09T22:02:28Z I haven't posted in a while...I'm such a bad person. Well school has been interesting to say the least. I have an awesome class first block, but i have to sing on Monday for the WHOLE class, which is really embarassing... *sigh* Well i heard that Shane's friends play Truth or Dare, which rocks my socks SOOOOOO much. I love playing Truth or Dare, but i'm a little shy sometimes. Well Shane and I are going to my school's first football game this season, so i gotta get ready to go. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage:1060 2005-09-02T03:19:43Z 2005-09-02T03:19:43Z I finally got to see Shane! OMG i missed him sooo much. BTW, Sean you look the same in every picture in Shane's yearbooks. Well.. except for the lenght of your hair. Well i just thought i should update...ladeeda... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage:1004 2005-08-31T21:05:49Z 2005-08-31T21:05:49Z Haven't posted in a long time...yes I know bad me. Well I haven't gotten my schedule yet so I have no clue what classes I have, but I'm getting them tomorrow. Can't wait to meet all of Shane's crazy friends. Yes, you are all crazy. But so are my friends...so yeah. Hmmm... what else can i say... I'm gonna try to go to some of the soccer and football games this year, cuz I haven't been very supportive of my school...but what can I say my school sucks *sigh*. Whit your drawings are AWESOME!!! No wait AMAZINGLY AWESOME!!! *is jealous cuz she can't draw* I need school to start NOW!! Well maybe not now cuz my project isn't done yet...hehe...damn AP classes. Well I better go get on that. I miss you Shane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage:738 2005-08-11T02:35:37Z 2005-08-11T02:35:37Z I have been so happy these past few days and I can hardly believe that someone so perfect would want to be with someone like me. He's everything I could ever hope for and then some. Even his friends are awesome! I can't wait until I can meet Sean, and yes Sean, I do exist. I've been hearing so much about them and they all seem like really cool ppl and i wanna move to PA...*sad face* Well hopefully i'll be able to come visit Shane sometime. He makes me so happy. <br /><br />I had a great time today, Shane and I went on our first date today. I had an awesome time. I was sitting underneath a big pavillion and there was another bench behind me and to the left. I was waiting for Shane when he called me, and i looked around and saw someone out of the corner of my eye, but didn't look at them cuz i thought that it was the guy that was sitting there earlier. Then Shane said "You know, if you had turned a little bit more to your left, you would have seen me." I turned around and we walked to Fosters. After we ate we went and sat in the gazebo across the street. The two of us just kinda sat there and cuddled. I loved it. He's coming over tomorrow I can't wait to see him again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:allworldsastage:322 2005-08-10T02:57:06Z 2005-08-10T02:57:06Z I can't believe that in less than two weeks that I could feel this way about someone whom I barely even know that well. I feel comfortable putting this in here cuz odds are only Shane's friends are going to be reading this, and I have no problem with them knowing. He's perfect. Absolutely perfect. We have sooooo much in common, it's unbelievable. And, normally, it wouldn't have worked because of the fact that he lives four hours away, but i don't even care about that. True i won't be able to see too much of him during hte school year, but I want to be with him so badly. He's amazingly awesome it blows my mind. I'M SO FRIGGING HAPPY CUZ HE HELD MY HAND TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And his mom thinks I'm beautiful! 0.o Which is absurd. Well yeah... SOOOOOO HAPPY!!!